BANG BANG!!

Today I woke u happy. Twas a normal day. Bitches were bitches and hoes were hoeing. I hardly get pissed. Imagine being surrounded by mediocre pussies and hoes I hate and I still do my shit.
I put my hand into my backpack and caress my neighbor’s revolver. “Oh bitches, guess christmas came early” I sing to myself in a voice only I can hear. I look up and see fucking Davidson is finished droning about her dog and its disgusting hard on. I get up from my sit, leave the class and put on my earphones. I walk down the hallway to the closest bathroom and lock myself in, take out my revolver, slip the release and check the cylinder although I know its fully loaded. I’ve never used a gun before. I bet the force will throw me off my feet when I pull the trigger.

Time to play

I have photography class next with the dogs. Just them and some other fucks. I walk into the class, deliberately late, look at them through my hooded bangs as I shut the door and turn the lock. They all stare at me with mocking expressions. I bring out my gun and I hear a bitch gasp in fear. Obviously

“That’s right”. I say as I give them my best smile. I aim at the girl with pink hair closest to the wall and pull the trigger. BANG! She drops as residues of her brain stain the wall. And BANG! another drops.
I think the skinny guy behind pink haired girl just peed his pants. Ok. Yeah. He did.

BANG!
BANG!
BANG!

When I’m done and I’ve left the zone. I look at the scene in front of me. Its pretty impressive. I think of what’s gonna happen next. The media will dissect every reason they can think of on why I just cleansed the world. And they’ll never know. They think they will. You think you will. But only I will. I can hear screams outside the door and shouting.

BANG!!

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iSelf-Destruct


I was always crazy from the beginning. The boys seemed to like it; my mysterious personality, I never returned phone calls, never bothered about shitty lady like behaviors, I had a wicked sense of humor girls hated and I always said the right thing to the guys. I wasn’t easy, if you could put up with my wild gruesome imagination, you were gold, if not, aloha. I knew I wasn’t special but I was different up a notch, I never broke records or limits, I set new ones, I wanted to be Christian Grey instead of Anastasia, I wanted to be Thor instead of Jane.

I didn’t have a lot of friends. Most of them were boys and honestly speaking being Me, a lot of’em wanted to be more than friends. A lot of the girls I knew I couldn’t be friends with. I was a fighter. Always wanted to be the best not because I wanted to do it for myself but because my family expected it. I think its one of the reasons I wanted to wake up one day and be a psycho. So I wouldn’t be the only not-fucked-up-yet child.
I’d never been in a serious relationships before and after him. He was just him, unserious, claiming to care and never satisfying but I held on. I didn’t know who I was anymore. Me wouldn’t put up with his bullshit, Me would’ve dumped his sorry ass. Me would be doing shots with his replacement and probably be playing mind games with his replacement’s replacement. But he just kept pulling and I couldn’t pull back. He never called and when he did, he only wanted to make out.
I thought, how do people do this. How do become fucked up, how do you use people and not feel anything, how do you stop being treated like the back up child who must screw up or the kissing doll who’s only needed once in a blue moon. How do you stop yourself from loving that very wrong person, how do you stop yourself from slicing your wrist if its the only way for you to be seen.
……. haunted Me
…………iSelf-Destruct.

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And REAL MADRID wins!!! plus Cristiano family moment

Lisbon , Portugal!!! The best team won, at the Estadio do sport Lisboa e beneficia in Lisbon I don’t know which was better. Marcelo’s goal. Ronaldo’s penalty, taking off his (Ronaldo) shirt and displaying his abs. (HOT) or his sweet moment with his brother, Hugo. Family comes first. But Real Madrid won. You could see the relief on their faces.

Congrats Angel D’ Maria. You played exceptionally well today even though some people think Real Madrid should never had won because they played defense through out.

Its late here. Almost midnight. Time to hit the hay. Let’s just say I’m gonna have some pretty sweet dreams tonight.

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How to survive Female Bullies

There are many types of bullies. This article is how to deal with female bullies. Some are insecure, and try to find those who are weaker (those who have no boundaries, don’t stand up for themselves etc.)

Ignore her as often as possible. Bullies crave attention, and female ones aren’t much different. If she bothers you, she’ll expect a response, so if you decide not to give her one, she’ll eventually grow
bored with you. Sometimes they don’t, they get more intrigued by your lack of reaction to their taunts. Its make then wonder how you’re being so strong and calm. They’re jealous of you and angry at your cam response.

Tell a trusting adult. Make sure you tell them not to mention your name so you aren’t labeled a snitch. By doing so, not only will you get your problem out, but you’ll also be getting it off your chest, and sharing it with someone who cares.

Make eye contact with her. It shows confidence, that you could care less what she does. If she can sense your ‘weak’ or scared, she’ll go after that. When your making eye contact, And she looks at you smile and walk away. (As fast as you can please)

Find her weakness before she finds
yours . This is the key to making her stop. Make her feel bad about bullying and try to shut her up so that she can’t bother you. In other words, say something that she can’t answer. Nevertheless, make sure it’s not something that she can later make a comeback from.
Giving her assertive energy, can also
help, in some cases; it doesn’t need to be confronted, you already “had” . Remember, it’s only a phase and it can make you feel like it’s the worst thing in the world; but you won’t spend the rest of your life with her . If she feels the need to say “we” or “us” and you know it’s only her that’s bullying you . It shows that’s she’s a coward, and she is trying to intimidate you.

Is it you she’s only bullying? Maybe
she has other victims too. Talk to them about it; see if she is doing the exact same thing to others.
Hard kidding, making you the butt of the joke all the time, put-downs, and harsh criticism for no reason can’t slide, if it’s been going on for months or longer, it’s a red flag . If it’s a friend that’s doing this, your friend is slowly wearing you down and that’s indirect aggression.

Make a confrontation direct and brief, DON’T KISS UP TO HER! That’s weakness in her eyes and DON’T provoke anything. (Your talents provoke her already)

P.S : I was bullied in primary school cause I stammered a lot. Even my parents mocked me, unaware of what I had to face in school. I sulked everyday. Expecting them to see through me, but I guess when you’re not the smartest kid in the house you’re very invisible. Bullying is a stigma. You carry it for the rest of your life. And I hate myself for letting it happen. For crying in front of them, my brother for pushing me away at school so he wouldn’t be associated with me.

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The New Classic

Its a new year and a brand new me, or so it goes i guess. pretty sure its from Glee, the final season premiered last night.  I’m so bummed but happy because since  the death of the amazing Cory Monteith, the show just lost track of storyline and really sucked.  

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      To start off my year, I’m adding a new category to share my daily jam with ya’ll. I listen to really weird stuff sometimes so sorry in advance. I’ve been hearing a lot about FKA TWIGS, mostly for dating Rob Pattinson  but I wanna know her for her music.
    I’ll also check out Hozier a lot, since I’m in love with Take me to church.

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Then there’s Nick Jonas. who skied into my heart with Jealous. I seriously love that boy…… oooops “Man”.
   If you’ve got any sick jam you want me to hear, HOLLA!!!!

By Beth Murphy.
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BHUMEDIA BLOG

I got this link from someone named Kingpins on my BBM list and was asked to publicize. As a blogger who wants to expand her readership, I feel an obligation to help publicize whoever owns his or her own blog. So check it out, it has a really catchy design.

bhumedia.blogspot.com

So please visit the blog sometime.

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STUCK

I’ve been stuck for a while. I’ve been put away like a file. Its nobody’s fault but mine.

Its true

I’ve been lazy, everything is hazy. Been broke, thinking about next weeks’ expenditure. I’ve been careless, and I might not have a lot of devoted readers, I owe the net an apology.

BUT

I can’t promise to be good. I can’t promise to be sane, I can’t promise to be there but I can promise I’m not going elsewhere.

So now I’m gonna get back to homework and listen to August Alsina and the Weeknd music.

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Fans fume as Canada’s Tatiana Maslany snubbed by Emmys

Originally posted on Global News:

TORONTO — Tatiana Maslany has twice won the Critics Choice Award for Best Actress and won Best Performance by an Actress in a Dramatic Role at the Canadian Screen Awards.

The 28-year-old Regina native’s work on the made-in-Toronto series Orphan Black also earned her nominations at the Golden Globe Awards, ACTRA Awards and Dorian Awards.

But, for the second year in a row, the Primetime Emmy Awards have shut Maslany out — and fans are letting their feelings be known.

“If playing 9 characters and 2 genders doesn’t swing it, I don’t know what does,” tweeted Jenny Brennan.

Another Twitter user called the snub “a crime punishable by law.”

Emmy voters will choose between Michelle Dockery (Downton Abbey), Claire Danes (Homeland), Robin Wright (House of Cards), Lizzy Caplan (Masters of Sex), Kerry Washington (Scandal) and Julianna…

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Tatiana Maslany vs. The Emmys: The snub heard around the world

Originally posted on The Mind of Slick:

Who’s more trustworthy: the Dyad Institute or the Emmys?

I’m not sure whether it was my involvement in Clone Club or what, but I don’t think anyone was expecting Tatiana Maslany of Orphan Black fame to be blatantly ignored by the Emmys this year.

This is twice now.

For season one, I can almost see it. Sarah Manning was, for the most part, everything. Her seestras existed, but not as heavily for this was a mere push into the talk of conspiracies and human gods. This isn’t to say that she wasn’t a great actress at that time; this was simply a more plot-driven than character-driven season.

During the second batch of episodes, things crept into a more mature exposure of twisted morality, and with that, an expanded arena for Maslany to explore. Details were an absolute must, and she got that, she truly did. The plot was a bit…

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